Transformation, Permutation, Metamorphosis all mean CHANGE...

...And I'm going through "change" BIG TIME!

I see butterflies all the time, hear words like "Chrysalis" from the mouth of babes...what's even more amazing is that I am going through Changes simultaneously with others and therefore can talk about the madness (Good and bad) of it. Bad? No, not bad...just crazy...Crazy Good, if you're really paying attention.

Do you know your Angels, your Guardians, Your Guides?

Do you know that you're loved and cherished by GOD?

This is not about Religion folks, I'm not talking about CHURCH...I'm talking about God, Spirituality and Destiny.

I now know what it means to put your life in God's hands. I now KNOW what it means to have your Guardian Angel(s) present and working with you. I now know...

As a result, I've changed. My world has changed, my life is changed, MY BRAIN, MY HEART is changed...

I have no stress, and I used to have lots.

I have a clear and blessed path, so everything I do, including sharing this with all of you today is part of it. I don't question myself as much. I just BE, and God has said that it's enough.

I learn, I teach, I share, I write, I love, I help, I heal...

Every Day.

...And God says it's enough, for today...but it's prep work for tomorrow...when I will fulfill my role on this earth, when I teach and share and heal. Through Love.

Love is good, shit, Love is everything...and GOOD LOVE? Good love makes you invincible. I got lots of the good love in my life...lots.

I have not gone crazy; I've found myself. And boy am I in love with the possibilites...

I was about to apologize for getting sidetracked on this blog, as I never really talk about GOD when I write about SEX, and LOVE and RELATIONSHIPS and such...But GOD is the center of everything, EVERYTHING...so I'll talk God as I share a good story, or write a HOT piece, or, anything really cause GOD IS GOOD, all the time.

Goosebumps...

Yeah, God is Good. All the time.

Try some, you'll see...

48 facts in 34 minutes.

I think I managed to stay close enough to the time.

48 things that I have shared about myself that people who have never seen my face, maybe never will, will read, and say they know. I wonder if my husband knows all these things about me still...

I think I'll do that often.

It was a truly satisfying experience.

~Tashe

Test Tashe...

I'm giving myself...34 minutes, (Yes, I'm 34.)

I've been inspired by some of the other blogs that I read...

...and I've become a fan of lists....

So I'm going to write down as many things about myself as I can in 34 minutes...and see what I come up with.

I'm an Aries and damned proud of it. (Actually, if you're into astrology, I'm an Aries sun, Leo Moon and Sagittarius Ascendant. Isn't that something? I'm still trying to confirm if it means what I think it does...)

I'm writing a novel and it is danmed good.

I'm hoping to finish it by October.

I hate washing dishes...unless I can look out of a window to do it.

I'm trying to overcome chronic procrastination.

I'm very much in love with my husband, but he makes me pissed as hell sometimes...

I have an excellent sex life.

I believe in Self-Love.

I practice Self-Love. Often. More often than sex with my Boo.
Which is fine, really...it works for both of us...

I don't think it will always be that way.

I think masturbation is sexy...

I love to cook, hate to bake.

I collect pens...

I keep things forever...I have lots of good memories.
(That counts for two!)

I'm still best friends with my best friend since kindergarten.

I really love music.

I wanted to be a choreographer when I grew up...

I still dance my ass off whenever I can.

I am starting a new exercise regime. Yoga and lots of walking.

I hate to diet.

I really hope to stick to that exercise regime...

I'm learning to meditate.

I think I'm a healer...

I'm spiritually conscious.

I know myself inside and out.

I dream big.

I'm still hoping that I can buy myself an Acura Legend someday soon. (That will be the first car I REALLY buy for myself when I'm living comfortable. I fucking love that car!)

I have a wild imagination.

I'm the proud owner of several beautiful healing crystals and I'm going to learn how to use them.

I write about sex.

I fantasize about my hero, Dev, all the time. He's a VERY sexy man...

Sometimes I live vicariously in my heroine, "Geneva"'s, life. She gets to fuck Devon...Yum...

I am crude like that sometimes...but sometimes it's...perfect...you know?

I 've lost track of the time...Shit.

I'll give it 6 more.

My favorite number is 520.

I've had arthroscopic hip surgery and lived to tell the story.

My "center" was numb for weeks after...I was desperately worried that I had nerve damage.

I celebrated furiously when I regained feeling.

I love Casablanca lilies.

My favorite perfume is Elizabeth Arden's Green Tea...at the moment.

The way a man smells can get me horny.

I love the smell of freshly cut grass. (Gap used to make a scent and now it's extinct...breaks my heart.)

I have 2 minutes left...

I believe in love.

I believe in GOD and his presence, every day in my life.

Deep down, I think GOD is a female.

I have a fantastic family.

I have incredible friends.

My children are smart, gorgeous, headstrong, independant, remarkable...

My time is up.

I'm still here.

I'm still here.

Doing so much, learning so much, being myself...

Practicing being myself.

I'm writing a book you know?

...and short stories.

Two children under 5...

A sexy husband...!P

And I'm doing, learning, practicing being me.

I'm not wasting time anymore, I'm keeping busy....

Still, I'll check you again soon.

T